2012年4月21日星期六

I need your prayers!!! God won't give up on my grandpa!


我外公今天又没法自己呼吸,家里人都去医院做最后的决定了。我不知道该怎么办,只知道跟神祷告。我不知道神的旨意是如何。但是我已经将福音告诉外公,剩下的求神做工!

Today things are getting worse.

Last night when my mom came back home she told me that one of the doctors they knew said if we took grandpa home in these days, he may be able to say some final wills. My mom was so distressed and I saw her crying in her room. But he is still conscious! Things are getting better!! I don’t think he is dying! It seems that all the other family members are giving up, they have been in this battle for so long and they are tired. My mom has been working so hard but all she gets is the negative statement from the doctor. She doesn’t know what to do next. But she doesn’t want to give up.

I cried and prayed until I fell asleep. I ask God to take care of my grandpa. He has just heard the gospel so Lord pls don’t give up on him! He needs to accept Jesus!

This morning, someone called saying that my grandpa cannot breathe by himself. They want my parents to sign their name about whether to do further treatment or not. They have already gone to the hospital for 3 hours. I don’t have any updates.

My family left me home wanting me to focus on my study. But I can’t. I pray and pray, reading my Bible. But I still feel so sad. I don’t know what God’s plan is for my grandpa. I don’t know whether he has accepted Jesus or not. Before he went to hospital he told my mom to respect all the religions and don’t be too harsh on me (My mom told him I have became a Christian). Jesus, please show your mercy on my grandpa! He needs your salvation!!

I don’t know what to do next. My hands are trembling. I am so afraid of the final sentence. And I don’t know how to face the reality if he really passed away. I don’t know how to comfort my parents. NO! He won’t be dying! God is taking care of him and I believe God won’t forsake Joanna’s kind, great, strong, good grandfather!

In God’s name I pray, A men!

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