Last night was horrible, when we all sat
down and get ready for the supper, my aunt called my mom, saying that my
grandpa's heart is not beating normally（心律不齐）. They wanted my mom to go to the hospital and to have a family
meeting---whether to do further treatment or not.
My Mom left home without eating anything.
She did not want me to accompany either. Thus I cried loudly in my room and
send test messages to all the Christians I can think of. Afterwards, I kept
praying and praying, when I am tired I would read my Bible and verses. I was so
helpless! I don't know what to do but to pray!
When my mom went back home she was
discouraged. She told me that the conclusion of the family meeting is that they
don't want to have further treatments to my grandpa, for 1.they have already
spent so much money and the treatments are expensive; 2.my grandpa is old and his body maybe too weak to suffer
from the treatments. Meanwhile, mom told me that all her siblings were
discussing the funeral and the inheritances. She said she was too tired to join
their discussion. Poor Mom, She needs Jesus's love!
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Today I went to the hospital with my mom in
the afternoon. Praise the Lord! He is conscious! I wept again. Since I can't
talk with him face to face but the nurse can read letters for him, I wrote 2
notes for my grandpa. In the notes I mentioned that everything is going well in
my life: I got a 1000 RMB scholarship in school and my graduate thesis is going
to be published. Most importantly, I told him I am a Christian. I told him
that God is almighty and HE loves everyone. "For God so loved the world
that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.(John
3:16)". Also, I encouraged him that Christians all over the world are
praying for him. I love him and God loves him.
Here are the notes:
Note 1:
Grandpa, I am Joanna and I am a Christian
now. I want to share with you that God is taking care of you! God loves every
human being and HE loves you! HE is with you! People all over the world is
praying for you and God is with you forever and
always. Be Strong! For God so loved the world that whoever believes in
him shall not perish but have eternal life! I am with you and I love you. God
loves you,too! Open your heart and welcome God into your life! In Jesus's name
I pray! A MEN!
Note 2:
I want to tell you that my thesis is being
spoke highly of and it will be published soon. Moreover, I've got a 1000 rmb
scholarship. Everything is turning out well. So will your health. God is with
you! You are such a strong man that I really admire you. You are my great
grandpa!
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When the nurse was reading these notes to
my grandpa, he kept nodding his head. I prayed at the same time. I really hope
he can get to know Jesus and become a Christian! I comforted myself when I saw
him nodding his head. What's more, the nurse came to me and told me that she
will kept the notes and reread the notes sometime. That's out of my
expectation! Because the notes cannot remain in the ICU! God you are so
mighty!!!!
Besides, the nurse told us that my grandpa
is able to eat liquid food, such as milk, fish soup, porridge etc.And his heart
beats much normal than yesterday. Praise the lord! At least it's a good sign!
When I am home, my mom kept asking me what
did I wrote to my grandpa. Thankfully, my parents are not so refusing God now.
I pray to God that they can become Christians.
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A long report for the updates.
Thank you all for your prayers!
Thanks to our great God!!
I pray that God can continue working on my
grandpa and turn him into a Christian! In addition, use me as HIS good servant!
Give me more courage and wisdom when sending the gospel!
Joanna
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